...::butterflies.:)::..

lotsaluv...

2008-01-07T14:29:00.000+08:00

-in my beating heart
you might want to take a look
and see how big the space
my love for you took :)

-i asked for tears,
god gave me rain.
i asked for wounds,
he gave me pain.

i asked for understanding,
he granted me love.
i asked for guardians,
he sent some from above.

i asked for happiness,
he granted it, too.
i asked for everything,
he gave me you. :)

***credits to patrick ryan arela-cruz :)***

fireworks

2007-12-28T20:06:00.000+08:00

...masyado nang madaming nangyari...i don't know where to start...iyakan,tawanan,basta a lot of fehn...isa-isahin natin...

english play...

sobrang gulo pala pag kami yung pinagsama-sama...subukan mo kayang samahan sila erika na super hyper,kasama pa si goober na super ingay,si nocole na lakas mang trip,super tahimik na si michelle y., laughtrip kasama sila cham and jen at pilitin pasayawin si patrick...siyempre andiyan din sila sam,corinna,michael and hazel to add color to our group...magulo pero masaya.iba-ibang personality,halo-halong ugali..while ms. tolentino was grouping us,zig and dana kept "praying" that i'll be in the same group with pat.and god heard their "prayers".god is too good.ahaha.i like our group anyway.during practices,sobrang gulo pa namin.i even played basketball with nicole while everyone were busy practicing inside hazel's house using spongebob as the ball.sama nu?nicole kasi eh.ahaha.juk leng.:) basta ang gulo tuwing practice.dumating na nga sa point na lahta nabad trip eh.pero the play itself went well.saya.sobra.napasayaw lahat ng dapat sumayaw.may added *chugchugchug* captain's shirt! effect pa si pat.ahaha.unexpected un.tas natawa naman sila lahat :) after classes na un ginawa.kaya konti lang nandun.super nakakakaba pero it's all worth it.(kaw kaya mawalan ng script a weekend before ng play nyo.ewan ko lang kung di ka kakabahan.ahaha)

PA 3rd quarter exam..

eto actually ung dahilan kung pano ako naka-post.ahaha.i finished mine early kaya naka-ol ako :) at next time na ko magkkwento pa ng iba :) time na ata eh.haha.:) waaaaah!!!!quarter exam na.pagkabalik na pagkabalik galing xmas vacation.kamusta naman un diba??ahaha.hay.good luck na lang :)

never better..

2007-11-03T20:59:00.000+08:00

november 2, 2007...
the best day of my life so far.:)
super smile ako hanggang pag-uwi.and fate agrees with me so much na hindi kami pinagalitan pag-uwi.kasi dapat 6pm nasa bahay na kami.eh 640pm pa kami nakauwi.haha!

teka.di ako matapos sa post na to.haha.andami commercial.haha.

saya talaga ng friday afternoon ko.:) nagkahiyaan pero ok na rin.:))

and sa tingin ko maaayos na din mga bagay bagay na dapat maayos.and i feel so glad about it.teka.si dic di ko pa pala narereplayan!haha.wait.shoot.nalimutan ko na sasabihin ko kay benedic!haha!grabe.ah ayun.wait ulit.haha.teka.dc na naman.haha.

basta.happy ako ngaun.:)

**every big wave and storm in the sea is worth going through now that i have you.**
**
when will i see your pretty smile again?can you smile for me,or better yet,with me?**

november 2..

2007-10-30T12:47:00.000+08:00

special day.:)

excited na ko.sana friday na.:) basta it's a really special day.i know i'll have fun kahit walang imikan.pero mas maganda kung parehong madaldal.haha.ewan ko lang sa kanya.ako solid.since dati pa.madaldal na talaga ako.:) haha.
kakabasa ko lang ng comment sakin ni ria.hindi naman kami mu dati nun.nyeeeee!asar.bad talaga un.

basta.friday will be our day.:) super saya ko siguro sa day na un tas may hangover pa.haha.:)

ay pasaway.

2007-10-26T14:12:00.000+08:00

*nauto.
ay pasaway.haha.
marunong naman ako magtype.haha.skh2O.;)
haha.

hala.may mali.

2007-10-26T14:10:00.000+08:00

tanonauto pala.haha.hindi nauti.what a word.haha.

i miss you

2007-10-26T14:02:00.000+08:00

la lang.miss na kita.ewan ko kung mababasa mo to.sana.lam mo naman kung sino ka.wow.hulaan to.

la lang.thanks.:)
haha.wah.gusto ko ulit magswing day.at least di naman sya aalis sa nov. 20.ok na un.grabe nauti ako dun.haha.

uhm..

2007-10-26T13:28:00.000+08:00

i'm actually banned to use the pc but because i really am a pasaway.andito ako ngaun.haha.soundtrip.

swing day.
the first chapter.

uhm.saya.i was left by the bus.aga kasi umuwi.walang grade school.good thing nakahanap ako ng kasama.and ayun.swing day the first chapter happened.it was a lot of fun.more of asaran actually.haha.ung 'gwapo' daw na guy.haha.si aj perez.miley cyrus.dun lang naman umikot ung usapan.haha.pero saya pa rin.:) once in a lifetime ung dating.nabitin kami pareho and i wanted to stop time nung day na un.parang naisip ko kasi baka nga di na yun maulit.pero i proved it wrong.

swing day.
the second chapter.

wahaha.it just happened yesterday.actually i really prayed for the rain not to come on our swing day.since sem break will officially start tomorrow,i thought of making my thursday afternoon our swing day.nauwi kami sa basketball.haha.2 beses lang ako nakashoot.ok lang.i know i'm nothing when it comes to basketball.:) nagsisisi daw sya na kinuha nya ung basketball nya at naglaro sya.pero sakin ok lang.at least we had time together.i forgot about the time.it passed quickly.siguro ganun nga talaga when you're having fun and you want to cherish the moment.minsan i think destiny and time play with us people.when you reached the point na 'ay.the best time of my life ko to' biglang may sisingit tas mapuputol.tas marerealize mo 'ay.kelangan ko na pala umalis'.asar.time flies faster when we have fun.ang daya no?sana tuwing ss mabilis oras.at pag swing day,super bagal.wish ko lang.

..never look for the perfect guy,ask for the perfect set of friends,family nor the perfect life.pray for the imperfect life to teach you the perfect lessons and the imperfect people who will perfectly love and care for you..

game na!

2007-10-09T22:41:00.000+08:00

aba.challenge?game!i'm ready!hahaha.
pero may point ka dun.
madali pa naman ako madala.
teka.nagusap sa blog?actually ako lang bigla nagtype.hahaha.

thanks.:)
swerte ko talaga.
i've got the bravest knight in shining armor with me.la ako dapat ikatakot.
thanks ulit.:)

la lang.

2007-10-09T21:08:00.003+08:00

unusual.weird.surprising.unexpected.fun.hurtful.nakaka-sad.unfair.

ay tae.sumabay pa ung sa pa.damn.

la lang.

2007-10-09T21:08:00.002+08:00

unusual.weird.surprising.unexpected.fun.hurtful.nakaka-sad.unfair.

rest in pieces

2007-10-09T21:08:00.000+08:00

would you find it in your heart.
to make this go away.
and let me rest in pieces.

i really like the song.ang cute.kahit senti tas medyo panira ng happy mood.ewan.ang ganda naman eh.:)

senti song pero tawa pa rin ako ng tawa.hay nako.weird.unusual pala.labo.hahaha.

waw.may mali.

2007-10-06T16:55:00.000+08:00

haha.
maling type.sorry.:))

ung too dapat to..
tas ano nga ing isa?aun.
i was a letter short sa their.ther lang nalagay ko.=))

too happy to tell..

2007-10-06T16:30:00.000+08:00

because i'm too happy too tell the story,i would tell nothing about it.
haha.
alang sense.
=))

i just feel hyper today.and i can't believe i'm talking like it's the end of the world.haha.i just said to kashka words like "mahirap bumangon muli mula sa pagkasira ng buhay,bahay at mga pangarap".huwat?!haha.may sakit ba ko?kasi kung oo super malala na sya.oh no.haha.

kaninang lunch.kumuha ako ng kanin.sabi ko "ang konti.".then i added more.tas while eating,i was halfway done when i felt full.i was staring at my mom and said "busog na ko.".before she could say anything i inserted in "hindi!kaya ko to!".i was actually thinking of those who eats nothing.my conscience was doing its job and it succedeed.haha.that was what my mom used to told me when i was little because i rarely finish my food.hahaha.it was ther fault actually.they know how much i can only eat and they'll put loads on my plate.haha.nanisi pa daw?haha.then i ate everything on my plate.after eating i went to sit at the sala and all i can think was "shaks.pano na crinkles ko?di bale.mamaya na un!"haha.i was laughing at myself and my sister was looking at me like i'm a stranger.i told her "ang weird ko!ay hindi i'm normal!".then i laughed and she ignored me.haha.sayang effort ko mag-explain!hahahaha.

why can i think only about food?no.i was actually thinking about my project a while ago.haha.basta.i'm not weird.i'm normal.just unique.:)

share lang.:)

2007-10-03T23:49:00.000+08:00

all you have to do is wait.
someone will come to fulfill the best promises one can ever make.
no one can tell when or where you'll meet someone.
all you can tell is you'll feel it.
if you can't.
he/she will express it to you.
kung ano man un.
hahaha.

my tears and i fall for the same reason.you.

you can't love without the tears.you just have to choose to whom you'll give it up to.:)

shocking

2007-10-03T23:18:00.000+08:00

i keep on remembering those scenes.
and i don't really want to.
i just keep on getting really happy about it and eventually remember it at the end and say "bat pa to nangyari?hinayaan ko kasi."..
it'll just add to the pain,confusion and the blooming l-o-v-e.
huwat?!
sabi nila l-o-v-e na daw.
pero yaw ko maniwala.
labo talaga.
i don't know if i like him or i just like the thought that i like him.
eto na naman ako.
oh well.i guess he's lucky.dami ko pede isipin bakit sya pa.
hahaha.:))
he makes me smile anyway.:)
thanks din sa kanya.:)

omigosh..

2007-10-02T19:57:00.001+08:00

omigosh.
how was he able to get that.. thing..haha.
i don't know why he freaks me out.basta.
i just don't like the thought he might be looking at it now.shems.

one of a kind..the continuation..

2007-10-02T18:11:00.000+08:00

i just feel very moody.
wah.
dami commercials.
maya na lang.haha.:))

one of a kind

2007-10-02T17:25:00.000+08:00

i don't know why but i feel the moodiest today.

early this morning i was feeling grumpy because i don't feel like going to school.so i started my day with the ugliest frown one can ever imagine.

when i arrived at school,i waited for a while and tada! jen arrived.so we went up.i felt energeticand everything so i was like a stupid little girl shouting at riabelle because she was teasing me.pero i feel happy.happy kasi.dotdotdot.hahahaha!

after some time i felt sleepy and almost fallasleep when barbie(savior!) sat beside me.zig went away.teka ang panget ng term.he transferred to madz's seat.madz is still absent.hope she's doing well.so i was blabbing to her,actually,we were doing the seatwork in math together.

<--i miss kat.super.bigla ko sya naisip kanina.hope she's on her best-->

i felt sleepy all through out the day since i felt sleepy.i don't know why.maybe his sleepy charms are working again.he went somewhere near me,in front of me actually,this morning.too bad his charm works well on me.

okay.bloopers.

2007-09-22T00:56:00.001+08:00

haha.eto lahat ng corrections.
tag kayo sa cbox if i missed some.
here and there
i found the juniors' cheers great
the gym
varsity
and
was

haha.i lack letters.haha.
wrong grammar.well.guys.meet bel.:))

confusion?oh no.

2007-09-21T23:31:00.001+08:00

it's been a while as in a while since i've posted something here.i don't know why but when i feel like writing my every emotion and doubts i can't log in in blogger.it's like it's repelling me.why??!anyway.a lot has been happening...

..batch practice..
we had our batch practice in the morning in the sports complex.it was hot.still,our energy's rising up and up and up!haha.jethro was dancing and no one can stop her.of course no one will.we're joining her!ahaha.jen,sheryll and i were even taking pictures while the practice.haha.we got about 3/4 of the erase-mo-yan-panget! shots and a quarter,i guess only one of them,is alright.picture perfect!oye.haha.

we were shouting and dancing and doing actions like we don't care.haha.we were laughing at our mistakes.we were passing mariz's glasses so we can see the cheer's lyrics.we had fun.including the cotton candy part.haha.my teeth,lips and tongue turned blue.haha.matching my braces.:))

..opening of intrams..
as usual,we were required to wear a yellow shirt,pants and rubber shoes.we just passed our line up for the volleyball team of our section on the same day.we were looking for ms. bracamonte her and there.some of our classmates really don't want to join the team.at first there were seven who volunteered and we ended up at at least 12 or 13 by the time the program is about to start.we didn't join the parade because we just passed our line up.so we all went back to our seats in the bleachers.

we chanted and shouted when our batchmates entered.the cheers were becoming louder as each section enter the gym.**SO-SO-SOPHIES!**
haha.hang-over.;)

when it was our turn to cheer as one batch,we kept silent for about a minute and the freshmen were shouting their nyes and boos when we suddenly rose bleacher by bleacher and shouted sophies! as we stand.it was fun to shout and clap and everything.i think our cheer went better than the freshmen's.haha.bias?slight.haha.but i really like the seniors'.that was the best.the whole hs community clapped after their cheer.i found the juniors' "ANIMO(W) SAN BEDA".haha.and their smack that version of teasing each batch.haha.

too sad we weren't allowed to stay anywhere else except the gym or sports complex after lunch.some hanged-out by the bleachers in th gym while some were watching the teachers vs. varsuty games.after the designated time(the time we were allowed to go) we walked and walked and walked.we played a game of truth and dare.and stopped when we dared sheryll to say to benedic "benedic,iwan mo na si ina,akin ka na lang"haha.she wasn't able to do the dare so we asked her another.we walked and walked and landed on separating.and....dotdotdot.haha.no comment!

..back to classes..
nothing much happened.moments madami.haha.moments?they just argued with me about someone.haha.good thing i wasn't in the mood to argue so i was just shouting.not arguing.haha.

..the game..
27 vs. 24.
we lost.both in the game and our voices.haha.we were screaming everytime someone from our section was holding the ball.haha.so we decided to shut up and scream on the right time.haha.we felt that they're feeling pressured because of our screams.haha!funny moments were like zig passing the ball to jp.haha.and in return jp passing the ball to nicole.haha!when jp accidentally bumped to benedic,throwing benedic to the floor and giving him wounds,ange was screaming "jp!di na tayo friends!".and when jp passed the ball to nicole accidentally ange changed her screams to "jp!friends na ulit tayo!".haha.i was laughing my head off all through out the game.haha.our section lost by ten points.:))

..international peace day..
international peace day nga ba talaga?ria greeted me with "bel ang sad ni dad ngaun".it was so rude of me to reply "pake ko?".haha.i didn't know what to say and those words were the first to blab out of my mouth.haha.we had a mass at ten and the pinwheel(hindi windmill!) planting after the mass and classes resumed at 2pm.aww.i'll miss my pinwheel!!!!i find it cute one because it's blue an two because i made it.haha!why will you say your work is ugly?self-esteem! haha.(self-esteem level:sky high).hahaha!
everytime i passed johan he was calling me over and over again.so i was very curious why yet i ignored him.i thought he was just teasing me.when we arrived at the students' lounge.johan told me why he was calling me earlier.okay okay.dotdotdot.haha.
dismissal arrived.i hanged-out with jen.it was so kind of their bus driver/operator to treat us.(mr. chips and iced tea!)and chatted about toooooot.haha!
at around 640pm someone texted me.i was expecting someone and got disappoited when a new number appeared.he was someone from johan's story that i believed was made up.i don't know why but i didn't like it when he texted me.haha.maybe i just don't know how to react.haha.

..september 22..
it's 12:32am and a saturday.haha.i was carried away with my blog and forgot about the time.i had some "commercials" in between.hi ina!you might be reading it now.:)

bye bye blog?

o yeah.i discovered why he was upset today.i found that reasonable yet ...secret.haha!time to go?hahaha.maybe it went too long.
fine.
haha.:)
smile!:)

bad,fun days...

2007-09-06T20:43:00.000+08:00

hmm.i missed blogging.ewan ko ba dito sa blogger.yaw ako ipag-sign in.
haha.o well.
my days went quite right.not until yesterday.some people messed with it.ok na sana.pero narealize ko i don't really need to worry about it.i know what's true and not.so bat ako magpapa-apekto.and besides i've got believers.i know they're on my side.
i really miss kat.
hay.katamad mag-post.i've got loads to think about.;)

6 days straight..

2007-08-19T22:21:00.000+08:00

wah.tagal na walang pasok.almost one week.saya!
i miss school though.actually mga tao dun namimiss ko.lalo na si..haha.secret.:) .hay.nabitin pa ko sa qe.dapat last day na sabay alang pasok.haha.ay nako.life nga naman.i miss everyone.yes kasama dun busmates, teachers ,classmates<27..:)> at syempre schoolmates <16>..hhmm.la na din ako magawa sa bahay.i'm actually running out of reasons to relax. haha.bago nga eh.gusto ko pumasok!pero sa isip ko "di nga?maniwala ako sayo!".haha.ang weird ko.kausap sarili?haha.

i learned i need everyone na na-meet ko.dati sabi ko ung iba sakit sa ulo,tas ung iba, never mind.tas ngaun miss ko na sila lahat.best friends ko sa dati kong school,mga tao sa school,lahat. thankful ako everyone's there.:)

reunion.supposed to be.

di na naman natuloy reunion.dami kasi di pupunta.some don't even care.ewan.it's getting more complicated than i thought.dati it was fun to help organizing our reunion and now i sometimes think it's really annoying.calling people,telling them stuff,nakakasawa.pero nung naisip ko naman na magiging ok ung reunion natuwa ako.iniisip ko pa lang happy na ko,what if reunion na nga?hay.sana talaga matuloy na yun bago pa gunawin ni anna yung mundo!haha.:) i know it'll come someday.i just have to wait.:)

***follow you're heart's desire.it's where you'll be happy.***

besides sa disappointment ko na di natuloy yung reunion,sa muntik na kami mag-away ni deec at may magkaaway na friends ko,everything went fine.well.happy quarter exam na lang samin.:)

pahabol.true friend tests day hangover.

2007-08-09T21:02:00.000+08:00

haha.
to bkee-enjoy talaga yung sayo!
to benedic-test pala di comment.namali ako ng type.sige.lagot sayo si sir next retreat!
to patrick-nakalagay nga dun kung sino.haha.secret pa din!

fun day.:)
sana bukas din ganito.:)
back to classes na!at least nakaligtas sa "fun" (sarcastic!) wednesday afternoon.ss,pa,ilp.oye. hahaha.tama ba un.pagsamasamahin daw?naubos naman energy ko jan kasi super saya eh.haha.

true friend tests day.

2007-08-09T20:12:00.000+08:00

nag-ahaha.nakakaadik.pramis.haha.
to benedic-haha.kaw pauso nun eh.pero saya.thanks!tsaka next time kkwentuhan muna kita bago ako gumawa ng comment.
to carl-la lang.haha.nice stat by the way.:)
to patrick-di ko sasabihin.
to kat-miss na talaga kita!sana mabasa mo to.:)

try nyo truefriendtests ko.thanks!
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/860295
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/860514
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/860816

well.saya ngaun.gumagaling na sipon ko.2 days lang classes.kaso qe na sa monday.hay.go chokee!haha.hay.weird ko talaga.namamali ako everytime na nanjan sya or naiisip ko sya.haha.weird.pero ok lang.sa start lang yan.:)

hello second year.

2007-08-03T15:19:00.000+08:00

yeeee.blog ulit.
official sophomores na kami.actually andami na nangyari.27 na ko.di na 16(aww.).at least masaya din.kwela.kulit din ng section.new classmates syempre.new bel.wah.haha.pero seriously.nagbago ako.mas makulit.yumabang and everything.i take things seriously.minsan puro joke.moody lalo.mataray.pero ganun pa din.nahihingan ng advice.:)

section 27.

new classmates.dami na lalo matatalino.nung una madalas nagkakahiyaan pa.awkward pa sa isa't isa.pero nung tumagal ok na din.kasi may responsible president kami.(naks!) fun loving vice.:) super serious secretary.chokee as treasurer.muse si ange!and syempre escort si nicole.bagay naman sila eh.super.andami na nga ngaung officers di ko na lam ung iba.haha.pero lam ko naman responsible sila.;) new teachers and adviser.super bait ni miss eugenio.nakikitawa.nakikipagbiruan.saya.to top it off.maingay(as usual.) pero masaya ung bago naming section.may umalis,may dumating,pero kahit ano mangyari,we never forget to have fun.:)

retreat.

july 18-19, 2007
retareat with section 27.
aga.ok lang.medyo boring.cute na retreat master.haha.pero ok naman lahat.the best part?bago umuwi.haha.free time na.mejo nakulitan si sir bong kay vice pero tinatawanan lang ni vice.o diba.smile pa rin kahit ano mangyari.click click click.picture picture pa din.ingay.magulo.pero masaya.time na talaga namin yun para magrelax.super tahimik nga namin nung nagmass eh.siguro inaantok pa talaga kami lahat.tsaka nakakahiya mag-ingay.super tahimik talaga.pero ok talaga lahat.halos 3-4 hours lang tulog namin ni jen.kasi kwentuhan pa.tawanan.madaling araw na hyper pa din.haha.tas ang aga nagising.first time nga sakin un eh.haha.hay.sana maulit uli ung ganung times.:)

integ.
hay.malungkot integ ko.dahil sa mga bagay bagay.napapa-ice cream na lang ako.tambay sa booth ng pfc.nakikinig sa songs and everything.tahimik lang ako halos buong araw(syempre except nung nasa gym!).sana nga kung pede lang i-rewind ko ung time tas gagawin kong super saya ung integ ko.di ganun kaspecial para sakin kasi di naman ako integrant.pero kasi rest day din namin.bad trip nga lang umulan.pero saya pa din.fave part ko ung marriage nila ina.haha.pumayag ata sila pareho.lam ko ok lang sa kanila.ang cute nila tignan.parang sa future ganun talaga mangyayari.haha.masasabi ko na masaya integ nila.pero ung akin.hindi.

madami pang dadating!madami pang moments na mangyayari.pero sana sa lahat nang to.may matutunan ako.i want to grow,to have fun and live life to the fullest.i want no regrets.i'm moving on and will start to have fun.:)

summer!

2007-05-13T20:38:00.000+08:00

i really love waking up late...hahaha...and not to mention sleeping late...plus you get to go to the beach and go to the mall almost everyday!pero di ako ganun...hahaha....swimming...chocnut for life na ko!!hahaha!we just came from an outing(na sobrang sandali lang) today...and my face got red...hahaha...sunburn....:)

(sigh) i am still waiting for that comment...maybe it won't come...there's this message i sent that i wish will never be returned...:)

good thing an old classmate plans to have an archimedean reunion....i guess everyone's busy...if not busy....no contact...kumusta naman yun??hahaha...i wish we'll have it this year...:)
i'll be very happy...:) so happy..

vacation!

2007-05-08T17:11:00.000+08:00

it's been a while since i last opened my blog...i started to jot down again in my journal...it's filled again with mysteries...xempre ng life ko and everything that's happening to me...

vacation is...well...kindda fun...i spend most of it at home...movies...kain..tulog...ym...friendster... journal...that's my life...hahaha!!boring!!sooooobrang saya sa puerto...i went their with xempre family and friends...i was surprised to see my friend wearing make-up...maybe she's growing a lot faster than i do...shocks...maybe i'm starting to be left behind....weirder than weird!so...puerto was pretty cool...specially the banana boat ride!(yeah!)..i kept shouting that i ended up na masakit ung throat!hahaha...

pero hindi pa rin ako ganun kasaya...there are things that i should have dealt with soooo long time ago....kung alam ko lang....sana everything's fine ngayon and i'm enjoying my vacation to the max...eh kaso wala ako nagawa....haaay...

it was really disappointing na ung day na feeling mo only chance para ma-meet someone special biglang nawala...kala ko dahil dun mag-oopen uli communication namin...di pala...he never answered my msgs back...hindi sya...ung sis nya nakakausap ko ngayon....if ever magrep pa un...hay nako...like kuya, like bunso...at least i gotta say hi to her kuya diba?tsaka why be sad if may isa ka pang bff na pede mong kamustahin?Ü

hay...i wonder kung kelan ko pa maaayos blog ko...help deec!hahaha...teacher deec....aw..namimiss ko lang lalo mga bestie ko...wish they're all fine...Ü

so sad...

2007-03-28T14:01:00.000+08:00

yesterday and monday were busy days for me....yesterday was fun...i guess....
it's my sister's special day....graduation day!!!i was looking left and right,front and back....i saw no one but graduates and parents....i am expecting someone....i was bored so i started texting hazel,steph,irene and barbie.....then i finally decided to stroll and look for my bestie....after a few minutes of strolling.... i failed to see him...i sat down again....and look around.....i really expected to see my bestie....when the grad ceremonies finally finished...i asked my sis "nakita mo ba si rd na may kasama?" too sad she said no....i wasn't able to see him....that was the biggest chance to meet him...and i lost it...i was mesmerized when i heard the valedictory address of their class valedictorian....it was great! then,memories flashed backed....wow....i miss my best friends....totally.....officially....i remembered we even shared our deepest secrets...shocks....he made me dramatic....;)it was touching....she even called her parents on stage to personally thank them and give and offer her awards to them....i still miss my bestie....anyway....i just told myself to forget everything....we picked pictures that we want to be developed....and ate....it was fun yet a sad afternoon.....i still look forward to see him someday....

farewell party...filipino...vacation...

2007-03-20T13:13:00.000+08:00

farewell party...

i wasn't able to go so there's nothing much to talk about....i heard it was good...no not good...it was great....after hearing their own version of 'what happened last farewell party' i felt sad instead of happy....i miss them....i was really hoping that i'll go....then in a snap my mom told me i won't go....how surprising....i was even crying....dramatic and kindda not chocnut-y but true....it's my first time to cry just because i wasn't able to go and because i know I'll miss them a lot...and because i missed something that is somehow important to me....maybe it was OK that i didn't showed up to make everyone comfortable....i guess....

filipino...

so what's up with everybody's favorite subject....the play....the maria blanca thingy....bkee said it was ok....i don't think so....actually the play went alright....kind of....sort of....but the play made me feel more terrible and super super incredibly sad....i know it will make things worse...and it just did....thanks to that play i feel more awkward than awkward....good thing school is over....it means i don't need to worry about it....

vacation....

i'm happy that we'll be stopping answering seatworks....homeworks and the miss bardiano's brain-drying worksheets....bye bye assignments....bye bye worksheets...bye bye assembly....bye bye school bus...bye bye bene and bye bye sixteen...i'm almost happier than happy when i remembered i won't see them(classmates) in more than two months....i feel excited and looking forward to the beach....but it can't take away how i miss sixteen....not just sixteen but everyone...from teachers to annoying busmates....there's no one whom i can open up to....i wish to see everyone again....

am back....

2007-03-15T01:17:00.000+08:00

so many things happened....as in....there's the play in filipino....i think my part went wasted...hahaha....i admit...i wasn't prepared....yeah....hahahaha....and ther's the quarter exam which made my brain really really twisted...and not to forget ims and email from kat and an offline message to someone....i thought it's mushy and everything....so i don't feel like kindda talking about it....i hate this day....i didn't made such a fuss about my friend letting a classmate sign on my class pic....i was kindda bothered....not really....well....i found five reasons to stop liking him....hahahaha...it is weird and all....but i guess i really found reasons to well....get over him....it's over...hahahahaha....hi kat...you might be reading it now....miss you so much.... :)

i damn want to make my longest post tonight.....it's toooooo late....as in late....hahahaha....i don't feel like reacting to everything that happened months ago....

i'll totally miss sixteen....anscar forever....lab it.....i really felt i belong....they made me feel welcome and totally a part of the section....thanks for everything....16 forever....and the sad thing about it....i might not gonna make it on our farewell party.....damn....soooo unlucky....

so dumb...

2007-02-18T13:48:00.000+08:00

it's so dumb to think that you treasure people who don't treasure you back....
it hurts when you thought you'll be friends forever then one day you'll realize you act like you don't know each other...
it is soooo stupid to hope you'll talk again...
because in reality...
you know for a fact that the person you treasure...
the person you consider a friend forever....
doesn't even want to talk to you...
it hurts when you start to feel you're nothing to that person...
the person you love and make you feel you really exist....
is the person who makes you cry...
is the person who hurts you...
and also the person who breaks you're heart....

batch o6-o7

2007-02-13T22:35:00.000+08:00

- Get Your Own

happy valentines... :)

2007-02-13T19:40:00.000+08:00

valentines day...i'm actually having a conf with my other classmates...i actually don't get what the real topic was...all i know is there is a topic...well....kung ano man yun...di ko gets...so i'm kindda out of topic....invi uli ako...ewan...i think they even don't know i exist...

ok so that topic was out...they i mean geli got to know my crush...so...it's....i can't get the right word...i got hers so in exchange...i told mine...she said the word kilig....it's the worst word to describe us....how can you say kilig when we don't even think we know each other...that's pretty dumb....that's another story....and i don't even want to think about it....but i can't help it...nor avoid it....just hope things will work out and things will fall into the right places....i hope it will tomorrow...on valentines day....

too much thinking??nu-uh...

2007-01-27T18:35:00.000+08:00

thursday...

Typical school day...i guess...regular classes...laugh trips...but can problems forget to enter your day?nope...wednesday confrontation didn't work...i don't really know why i made a big deal out of it...but i guess i'm over it...hope so...wednesday confrontation made me think all day...it made me feel more awkward...made me feel like going home...but will that kind of 'thing' prevent me to be happy?nope...it didn't...while waiting for our school bus...there was something that happened that puzzled me more...since i'm the only girl among my busmates from the same batch...i already expected things like asaran blues everyday...it's no surprise... what's the point of talking about it??nothing...but when your considered most 'asar bully' helps you carry your things...it's something to talk about...kindda surprising...but i guess he's not sincere...oh well...i thought surprises were over...not yet...what's worse than hearing your crush has a crush??finding yourself figuring out who that person is...but it sounds dumb to me...i never admitted i like him...

friday...

my big day...ptc...and my mom went to get my card with me...she's kindda frustrated about my grades...they're actually lower than the last quarter...at least it's better than getting a failing grade...hehehe...so it went right...things fell into the right places...we went straight to sm...we ate...and went to national bookstore...and...mom bought me a book...the one that i pointed a week ago...i thought she'll never buy it for me...inspite of my grades...she still did...she's really the best...when we reached home...i opened the book and started reading...the title is madison finn...and to my surprise...i finished it even before sleeping...

i can't leave it...well...except for replying to text messages...hehehe...but i still kept reading and finished the 161 page book at around 11:40pm...now that's something...but the biggest problem is...i can't figure out what i'm thinking about...do i have a problem???

saturday...

jen...she's way too problematic...me,too...it's not actually a problem just to me...to all of my schoolmates in high school...it's our lt on monday...i don't feel like studying so i went online...and i ended making a new post...it's long and written in english...whoops...i forgot...jen will be calling me tonight...hehehe...gotta go...she'll be waiting...and might be angrily waiting...hehehe...she might cry again while on the phone...hope i can make her smile and stop her from crying...or else i'll end up thinking bout her...if she's fine...instead of memorizing the rock cycle...hehehe...i really wish things will work out just fine...smoothly...without errors...

long vacation...

2007-01-22T17:23:00.000+08:00

long vacation nga ba??hahaha...well...alang classes for almost a week...kasi madamingf events...cheering competition...sto nino celebration...uhmm...yun lang...
back to school na bukas...tapos ala uli pasok sa friday!!!hahaha...pero lt 1 pagbalik...san ka pa?hahaha...kahit nakakatamad sa bahay...masaya...alang classes... medyo naasar lang ako kanina....di pala masaya maging invisible??!!

di na talaga mangyayari uli yun!!!sana...

hello...

2007-01-20T13:30:00.000+08:00

- Get Your Own

friday boredom...saturday revelations...

2007-01-20T13:21:00.000+08:00

friday boredom...

yesterday,friday...cheering competition...talo uli...angas nga ng sophies eh...haaay...ok lang...may next year pa naman...pero sana di nila ginawa yun...baka naasar yung ibang freshmen tapos maghamon ng away...ang panget...yesterday was fun...kindda...fun because of the event...pero medyo boring...ang tagal bago magsimula...tapos...uwian na...kakapagod tumili...hahaha...kulit diba...bukingan kahapon...kasi sila jen tanong ng tanong...namimilit na may isagot ako...i can't say anything...they said maybe it's a yes...but no...i'm not sure...i even can't think of anything to say...it's not clear...i maybe too sad or too happy to answer that mystery question...it's still a mystery...not only to my friends...also to me...

saturday revelations...

someone...revealed something to me...i also did the same to that person...well...seeeeecreeett...hahaha....actually no one is asking...hahaha...i woke up two persons this morning...ana and deec...hahaha...i hope deec is getting used to it...i always wake him up...sounds rude...hahaha...sorry deec...hihihi....i ask myself everyday..."totoo ba yan?"...sometimes i say yes...mostly no...but today...i said yes...yes,yes,yes...finally yes... pero sobrang gulo pa rin...nakakailang kasi sagutin yung mystery question na yun...kaya hanggang ngayon...magulo pa rin...

being friends with you was easy.......
falling for you was lovely.....
but trying to forget you.......

is hard and seems to be impossible.....

a little bit obvious...

2007-01-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

i am happy when i talk to him...pero di ko feel na crush ko sya or gusto...ewan...basta...kaya nga di ko masabi kung me crush ako or what...kasi di ko feel...hahaha...nakakatawa pa ko sa lagay na to...me problem pa pala ko...haaay...sana maayos yun...sana....sana talaga...di ko alam gagawin ko...ayaw ko siya isipin...pero...di ko kaya...bigla siyang sumisingit sa iniisip ko...haaay...hi jp...i know you're reading my blog...hahaha...i feel sad...sana lagi ka anjan...i feel alone...i hope you're with me...

back to school...

2007-01-10T20:10:00.000+08:00

back to school na...nagkita uli kami ng classmates ko..ni jen..ni sheryll...ng seatmate ko..well...former seatmate na ngayon...kasi may bago kami seat plan...lahat sana ok na sa dating seat plan...uhmm...lahat...ata...basta...di ko na katabi si deec...la na ko update kay ina...hahaha..joke...laugh trip na ko lagi...la na nang-titrip sakin...pero mamimiss ko yun...kasi nakakapanibago na dati lagi ka may kakulitan pagkaupo mo pa lang...ngayon...laging tawanan... nabawasan yung biruan...haaaay...pero masaya din....pero kahit may pasok na uli...ang kulit ng question na yun...kasi simula bakasyon iniisip ko yun...hanggang ngayon...nalilito pa rin ako...
pero kahit ano mangyari...i'll never jump to conclusions...mag-iisip na lang ako...isip...isip... isip... wala ako magagawa...nalilito talaga ako eh...hahaha...well sana...mahanap ko yung special answer for that special question...maybe i'll find it on the right time...maybe tomorrow...maybe in the near future...maybe....after many many years....i wish....i need someone or somthing to make ma realize....there's nothing to clear with what i think...but there's something to clear with what i feel...

2007-01-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

- Get Your Own

2007-01-03T22:24:00.000+08:00

ngek....kulang yung na-post ko....
well.....yung isa pa namin kasama sa midnight trio si jepe/jeypi/astorga/etc...hahaha....
midnight trio::::::
bel...
yani...
jeepe...

hahaha.....midnight trio kasi name yan na binigay ni yani saming tatlo kais last time na naka-ol ako....kaming tatlo hanggamg midnight magkaka-chat...kasi ginagawa namin pare-pareho yung aming book report....medyo natagalan kami...mga 1 na kami nag-alisan....hahaha....kay kinabukasan...pare-parehong inaantok....hahaha....halos makatulog na nga ako sa filipino nun eh.....buti yung katabi ko ma-kwento...hahaha....thanks deec....hahaha....haaaay...magawa nga muna yung assignment....hi uli yani.....=)

midnight trio...=)

2007-01-03T22:12:00.000+08:00

hahaha.....midnight trio kasi name yan na binigay ni yani saming tatlo kais last time na naka-ol ako....kaming tatlo hanggamg midnight magkaka-chat...kasi ginagawa namin pare-pareho yung aming book report....medyo natagalan kami...mga 1 na kami nag-alisan....
hahaha....kay kinabukasan...pare-parehong inaantok....hahaha....halos makatulog na nga ako sa filipino nun eh.....buti yung katabi ko ma-kwento...hahaha....thanks deec....hahaha....
haaaay...magawa nga muna yung assignment....hi uli yani.....=)

kitakits uli....

2007-01-03T21:59:00.000+08:00

may pasok na uli.....kanina kami nag-ressume ng classes...masaya....full of surprises...mixed emotions....sobra....pero masaya....may mga nagbago ng hairstyle...mga kumulit lalo...meron ding alang pagbabago...(parang ako....)....sobrang saya kanina.....nagsabihan ng grades....na-check na mga test papers.....mga quarter exams....cute yung panda diba???hahaha..... thanks to yani.....ang cute no???hahaha....well.....haaaaay...kainis naman yung mga assignments.... naiwain ko pa pala yung sa english sa locker....hahaha....hi yani!!!!hahaha.....good luck na lang sakin sa mga projects....haaaaaay....may ss pa bukas.....haaaaay.....masaya naman...ok lang....hahaha....

pasukan na....

2007-01-02T10:54:00.000+08:00

haaaay...pasukan na uli bukas...well...mamaya pupunta pa pala ako sa bahay ni jenjen...hulaan nyo kung ano gagawin ko...ano pa...yung project namin sa ss...hahaha...tawi-tawi...medyo mahirap kasi wala naman akong alam dun...ay...meron pala...malayo sya sa manila...hahaha....pero kaya yan...mas ok na yung may katulong akong partner...at least may kasama akong mahirapan sa project....hahaha....actually madami pang projects next in line pero pinakamalapit na yung sa ss...feeling ko kasi bukas na yun eh...sana...bukas maaga uli gigising...
makikita ko uli mga classmates ko,busmates,kabti,kaaway,kasundo...lahat...hahaha...20o7 na...
bagong buhay???di masyado...ganun pa din...wala naman ata nagbago sakin eh...di ko pa din maayos friendster ko....haaaaay...bahala na....sana masaya bukas....feeling ko kasi hyper ako on our first day back from our christmas break....sana lang....pano kaya pag napikon katabi ko kasi makulit ako....hahaha....sana hindi....excited na ko pumasok pero ayaw ko pa din nung 'homework part'....hindi na ata mawawala yun eh....haaaay....ano kaya naghihintay sakin sa year 20o7....oh well....i guess i have to wait....

new year na....

2006-12-30T18:16:00.000+08:00

malapit na new year....musta na kaya classmates ko??miss ko na ingay ng section namin....
well...kahapon...ayaw mabuksan yung blogger namin...naasar nga ako eh...andaya diba???
pero at least ok na siya ngayon....haaaay..masyado ata napahaa testi ko kay hazel....haha...
sana magustuhan nya....la ako magawa ngayon...wala sila mommy....yessss...ala kapatid ko...
hahaha....ang sama ko talaga...hahaha....namiss ko blogger ah....kasi naman eh...well....wala akong masabi kundi well....haha....nung date na ba???ay onga...dec. 30....saya...bukas maingay na...
masaya....well...sana masaya....miss ko na school....

new template!!!

2006-12-27T20:28:00.000+08:00

yey...blue na profile ko....ang cute...para sakin....kasi syempre.....favorite color....
hahaha....kulang na lang lagyan ko ng pooh...ok na....hahaha...ala ako magawa...actually katext ko sila benedic....hazel...uhmm....si sheryll kakareply lang....tapos sila barbie tsaka jp di na nagrep...nu kaya nangyari dun....oh well....andyan naman yung iba eh.....=)
lahat blue....wahahaha.....adeeeeek.....haha...till here na lang....nu kaya blog ng kapatid ko tsaka cuz???

christmas '06

2006-12-27T14:57:00.000+08:00

haaaaay...ang saya ng christmas ko this year....gulo...actually parang world war 3!!!hahaha.....
joke lang....family reunion kasi....after namin pumunta sa house ng lola nita ko....diretso sa bahay...well...dun sila nagkulitan....asaran.....wait nga...bakit parang...pinalalabas ko na sila lang yung maingay???syempre kasama ako dun...pwede ba namang hindi ako mag-contribute???
hahaha.....minsan ako pasimuno....wala kaming ginawa kundi mag-picture taking....hahaha.....
sayang di ko malagay sa friendster....more than 1 mb kasi eh.....tagal ko na pala di nagpopost ng bagong message....kasi busy....kung anu-ano binabalot namin....more of candies....kaya ayun...ala nang time para sa blog.....malas ko pa....maedyo napa-aga yung pagkawala nung unli ko....
ok na yun....miss ko na mga katext ko....ay onga pala magloload ako mamaya...yey...hahaha.....
miss ko na sila hazel....barbie.....sheryll...pati si jenjen....haaaay...yun lang naman gusto ko sa skul eh....yung mga tao....sino ba naman makaka-miss ng tambak na assignment tsaka yung mga ayaw mo na teachers???wala diba...onga pala....may projects pa!!!!haaaaayy....basta masaya christmas ko this year....pero di lang ako yung nag-enjoy....kita sa mga cuz ko na ang hyper namin lahat...ewan ko kung bakit....basta para kaming mga ewan....at least di booring yung reunion....ganito din kaya kasaya sa new year???eh sa pasukan...ang dami pa nga dapat ipasa eh...walang katapusan....hahaha.....sana maka-survive ako...hahaha...eto nga siguro talaga yung buhay high school....new student pa....haaaaayyy.....may hang-over pa nga ako sa christmas eh....
hahaha....laugh trip pa rin.....=)

unfair....

2006-12-22T23:44:00.001+08:00

andaya mo....wag mo burahin blog mo ah....andaya!!!!wala na...corny na....binura yug posts sa blog nya.....nyeee....corny mo ah....beh....haha....joke lang....

just saying hi...

2006-12-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

hi!!!wag mo burahin blog mo ah...makikibasa din ako...hahaha....

ok na!!!!

2006-12-22T22:57:00.000+08:00

ok na ko!!!!haha...kung kanina parang gumuho yung mundo...ngayon nabuo na uli...hahaha.....akala ko galit siya...di pala...natakot ako dun ah....haaaay....at least napalagay na loob ko.....kanina yun....di na ngayon...kanina umiyak pa ko... ngayon tawa na ng tawa....well...thanks to hazel and jp....sila kasi kasama ko kanina...i mean....sa text....tsaka sa chat...thank you!!!!wish ko nababasa nila to...basta kung wala sila...baka hanggang ngayon...nag-aalala pa din ako.... kalimutan na natin yung kanina.....kakagaling ko lang sa simbang gabi as usual nakita ko uli yung schoolmate ko....pero di kasi kami magkakilala eh....kaya yun...deadmahan....haha.....haaayy....ang saya ko na....ay nako...yung isa jan...alang gagawin kung di basahin ng basahin blog ng mga classmates niya!!!haha...diba jp???haha...joke...baka kaw naman magalit....sa wakas nagreply na si barbie.....haaaay...hi jp...i know you're reading my blog.....thank you kanina....

i'm confused...

2006-12-22T18:50:00.000+08:00

galit kaya siya???di ko naman siya sinisisi eh...di din naman ako galit sa kanya...tapos siya magagalit sakin...haaaay....sana naman hindi...nag-alala lang naman ako eh...hindi nagalit....at isa pa...di ko sinabing may kasalanan siya....
is he doing this on purpose???kasi nag-aalala ako....christmas na christmas may kagalit ako....actually di ako galit sa kanya at di din ako sure kung galit siya sakin....sana talaga hindi...di ko talaga alam kung ano gagawin ko....magsosorry ba ko???hindi naman niya maririnig...na-offend kaya siya??or baka nainis sakin??
hindi naman talaga siya yung may kasalanan eh...sana naman di siya galit...napapaisip tuloy ako....waaaaaahhh.....:'(
di ko talaga alam gagawin ko.....i need help!!!!ang bigat bigat ng feeling....sobra....parang feeling ko di na niya ko mapapatawad...kasi naman eh...la naman talaga akong sinasabi na galit ako sa kanya...sana....sana....kung pwede ko lang ibalik yung time...sana di ko ginawa yun...sana di ko siya na-offend...sana bati kami ngayon...sana...sana...sana...sana talaga....kaso di ako marunong magbalik ng time...di ko kaya...sana inisip ko muna sasabihin ko bago ko sinabi...di ko alam nakaka-offend na pala ako...all i can do is to say sorry....
sorry...sorry....sorry....sorry..... :'(

sweet message continuation....

2006-12-22T18:18:00.000+08:00

even though it will take me forever
to accept that bitter truth....

isang line na lang pala kulang???
haha....hi haze!!!!

sweet message...

2006-12-21T18:47:00.000+08:00

by this time i'm thinking of you...
by this time.....i'm wishing that my dreams will come true...
dreams about the two of us...
dreams about us giving trust...
i hope we'll be...
today...tomorrow...and forever...
but i think it is impossible....
cause we are now apart...
i have a question inside my soul...
will i still love you till eternity last?
or am i just really inlove with you and it's the reason why i'm saying that?
i really don't know the answer right now....
but someday...somehow...
i'll know the truth....
even though it will.....
ewan ko na sunod...di na tinext yung kadugtong eh.....

=)

2006-12-21T18:25:00.000+08:00

ok na....nakausap ko uli sya.....masaya na ko...pero wala pa din yung kulitan....haaay....cute ba yung bear???haha....grabbed from benedic's ym....hahaha....ang cute eh....hi haze!!!you might be reading it now.....haaaay....kahapon.....ang say sobra...pero nakakinis din...kasi naman eh....may pie throwing game kami s achristmas party...well...si jp binato lang naman ako ng isang plate na puno ng cream....ayun....nalagyan buhok ko.....ang baho tsaka ang lagkit!!!!haha....medyo naasar lang naman ako eh....inasar ng busmates ko...ano pa nga ba???haaaaay....lapit na cristmas....ay....onga pala may kachat pa ko!!!haha.....

thinking of you...

2006-12-20T17:46:00.000+08:00

tinetext kita di ka nagrereply....miss ko na mga pangungulit mo....sana pag nagkita tayo uli kulitan naman tayo....i miss your company...i really do....di mo lang alam pero ngayon ikaw iniisip ko....baka kasi galit ka sakin kaya di ka na namamansin...
pero sana hindi....sana ngayong darating na christmas mapasaya mo ulit ako....you don't need to give me gifts....asaran lang natin masaya na...ok na yun!!!!haha.....sana may pasok na uli.....haaaaay.....

boring....

2006-12-20T17:03:00.000+08:00

pooh.....sooooobrang cute....haha...wala la akong magawa.....

today..we had our christmas party...ang saya...

lalo na yung pie throwing game..haha...ang kulit...

medyo napuno ako ng cream kanina..pero merong mali....

di pa kasi break namimiss ko na mga asar nya...di na nya kasi ako inaasar ngayon...kelan kaya babalik yung dati nyang kakulitan...andaya..dati i have fun na makipag-asaran sa kanya....ngayin...i have fun watching him annoy others...how sad...